My first 'Artist' frustration stage, wee

Maaan, my eyes are hurting a lot, specially when blinking, it's really annoying, but the worst part of this is that I'm going through a HUUUUUUUUUUUGEEEEEE frustration pond; I can't stand it anymore, every time I open any art program or pick up a pencil, I can start making myself a mental image of the pencil or whatever, slowly making sketchy and uncontrollable lines, and I immediately frustrate and drop whatever I'm working on, ugghh, it's unbelievable.

A good example of what I mean is when you eat three pounds of candy, you don't ever want to eat candy again, right? Well, the same sensation is that I get when I think of doing anything productive, I tried to break through that doing a couple of sketches, but it seems like it only got worse... way worse, because of how messed up they ended up, as I tried a new style I had never tried before, and should have stayed that way. No matter what I do, I just can't stay focused, and loose all motivation to keep working, so go do something else like write a DeviantArt Journal, which I rarely do because... well.

Oh and holy shit, Diablo III is looking awesome, I am such a nerd for Diablo games, I played the first one when I was seven years old; it's my childhood!

^^^True!